Wishing it wasn't cloudy so I could wish on a star

mood: very tired, and very much wishing break wasn't over yet
music: Billy (shh..it's still technically break, whatever.)
random word: stargazer

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I have never in my life needed to do homework more than I need to do my homework right now. This has been the case since about 8:00. What is wrong with me?!

Ok, I'll tell you what's wrong with me. I just had the most wonderful weekend, and I want anything but to be back at Russian School right now. As much as I needed this break and was so happy last Thursday, I now kind of feel like it was a bad idea. I realized all I was missing - English, friends, music - and now just want it all back.

This weekend was amazing, though. To tell you the truth, we didn't do too much... All weekend was kind of cloudy and rainy, so we didn't even spend too much time in the water. We did go swimming once, though. Kyle and I did A LOT of speaking English; Dan and I put on Buttercup for one wonderful dance; we stayed up until 1 or 2 each night; we watched a couple of movies; we played a ton of Scattergories; I discovered I am the worst Scattergories player who ever lived, I exaggerate not. All in all, it was a great weekend. It was so good to see people again - friends and family. And it was so good to be able to just speak freely again. However, it also made me realize how much Russian School is not my favorite thing in the world, and I would much rather be spending my summer somewhere else. *sigh*

I'm also in kind of a yucky mood right now. I don't know, I just miss friends, and people, such as all of you and everyone I saw this weekend and others. Sometimes I wish I wasn't doing summer school, but I suppose that wish will have to stay a wish.

By the way, if anyone wants to see pics from this weekend, they're on my shutterfly site in the end of the Summer '06 album (http://beckyb.shutterfly.com). I miss you all terribly. Hope all is well.